by: Saniya Mary Vadakkan
It was late October or was it September?
I lost count of days and years
I got lost in a blackhole screamed like a boar
But even my screams couldn't be heard
because I was under water
Wished I knew what's wrong with me
As days faded into mouths and so
I knew truly I lost me
And all I wanted to do was to flee
From myself and from the world
But the void got darker as my screams got louder
I started getting lonely even in the crowds
And I felt like I was drowning but I wasn't underwater
Will I stay broken until I'm covered with a shroud?
All my friends didn't notice went on on their daily schedule
I have been 17 for a while but I still feel like 13
Has it been days or months since?
I feel like I'm not so on the scene
But even now do I deserve your words so mean?